i think this has been the second time all summer where i've been home alone. i love the silence that the house has when i'm home alone. too bad when everyone comes back again, there is TV, there is people, and sometimes, there is arguments. if only there could be tranquility and somewhere to hide here.
i think there desperately needs to be cleanliness in my house. if only one room could be free of clutter, then i could sit in that room and actually do things... i could do arts and crafts, i could have a desk, i could have... i dunno, a time and place to do proper devos. if only, if only, if only. i think that the house has gone through a lot already this summer. it's had it's most visitors that it's ever been allowed to have and that's a breakthrough. now how many more summers, how much more willpower will i be able to have. i really need to hire the show, "CleanSweeps" to help me clean this house.